I really hate writing depressing blogs, so I’ll try to remain as less depressing as possible.<\/p>\n
I just want to know, does God have a vengeance on me or something? Why do things constantly go wrong in my life now?<\/p>\n
My father died, I had to give up my social life in order to get his affairs straight. I sacrifice ALL my vacation time now in order to settle things. I miss out on so much because I have to be down in Annapolis every weekend. It’s constantly on my mind, handing me, always, a great deal of stress.<\/p>\n
My job continuously goes down hill. Especially more so since Ernie left. It’s crap what happened today. Everyday is crap now. I want to quit even more so. I don’t think I’ve ever been this mad at my job before.<\/p>\n
So I ask God, what’s next? My Aunt Ruth dying? My dog? Dimitri leaving? Marc leaving? What’s next? How come all this bad stuff keeps happening to me? Why? Is it because I question my faith? It seems ever since I started to question my faith, everything goes bad. Why is this?<\/p>\n
I was so happy. I had everything. My life was so perfect. I was, for the first time I think ever, genuinely happy.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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